希望

我到底怎么了，为什么每当我看到你和他将好时我都会吃醋，我知道，你已经不是我的女朋友了，我不应该这样。不知道从几时开始，我都很想你，每一分每一秒，我知道你是不会相信我的。每次当你和朋友谈得高高兴兴是，我都回默默地冷漠自己，让你能和他们一起疯狂。真希望有一天，我是吃自己的醋，和你一起疯狂，到时候，我回到你到一个没有人认识我们的地方一起娱乐一起玩，看着美丽的风景，牵着你温暖的手一起走向未来。不过，这一切只是希望，只是希望.......

suddenly feel like...i have nothing...is nothing...no fren, no hope, everything is gone. friend just like a candle, they can heat u up...and they can also can choose not to do that....but, those who heat u up...one day, they might burn up...cannot heat u forever. some of them heat up themselves not bcs of u,maybe they wanna to make themselves brighter?? lol i dunno...i only knw my fren...no, i have no fren....
and u....u are the only fren and the one i can talk with...i tell u everything, think of u every second, aiya....is this real? ya? or not? for me....u knw the ans...but for someone...not.....maybe im not good enough...sorry...im alone...forever alone...i wan to go back the time with u can? no...i knw it's impossible, but it is only my hope....just hope...nothing else..nothing to say,nothing to chat, feel like nothing...im nothing.